evolution

from miserably depressed and sad to optimistically drunk. hzzah for the holidays and fluctuating moods when you're forced to leave your autistic standards of home and daily living.

what? i'm messed up i know. but i dunno... i'm stunned how sad i've been over the holidays. i haven't been like this in years, but hey, it's good to see that you can only come so far on your own before you just need to smarten up, have a drink and chill the fuck out instead of being bored and sober.